{"id":7116,"date":"2022-02-25T23:49:44","date_gmt":"2022-02-25T20:49:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/avruparicik.com\/?p=7116"},"modified":"2022-02-25T23:49:44","modified_gmt":"2022-02-25T20:49:44","slug":"ricik-e-mektup-irfan-karabulut","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/avruparicik.com\/?p=7116","title":{"rendered":"Ri\u00e7ik \u2018e Mektup…\u0130rfan KARABULUT"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ri\u00e7ik \u2018e Mektup…\u0130rfan KARABULUT<\/strong><\/p>\n

Son g\u00fcnleriydi A\u011fustos yaz\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fczg\u00fcn baba ve silbus star da\u011flar\u0131nda \u015fafakla uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ri\u00e7ik. Tum \u00e7e\u015fmesinde susuzlu\u011fun gidermeden haber u\u00e7urdu co\u015f baba poze re\u015f tepesinden. Zaten hepten bozuk yollar\u0131n\u0131 toza topra\u011fa bulayan homurtuya kulak verdi\u011finde \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 canl\u0131n\u0131n kahvalt\u0131 i\u00e7in bacas\u0131n\u0131 yeni yeni t\u00fctt\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne \u015fahit oluyordu istemeden. As\u0131k surat\u0131n\u0131n uyku mahmurlu\u011fuyla g\u0131c\u0131rdayan pas tutmu\u015f g\u00f6n\u00fcl kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki karma\u015fan\u0131n, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcn\u00fcn as\u0131l sebebi \u00e7ehresini de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fti. Koynunda do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcyen asil ruhlu \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 birer birer terk etti\u011finden beri ilk kez g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu. \u0130lk kez g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6zlerini k\u00f6r edercesine kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu. Birden i\u00e7indeki isyan alevi tatl\u0131 bir mutlulu\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bunca y\u0131ld\u0131r bekledi\u011fi unutuldu\u011funu sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yla ayak basm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ye\u015fili fistan eteklerine. K\u00fct k\u00fct atan uslanmaz s\u00f6z dinlemez kalbi f\u0131rlayacakt\u0131 yerinden sanki. \u00c7al\u0131nan onca davul zurna \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar uyand\u0131rmaya yetmemi\u015fti k\u0131\u015f uykusundan. K\u0131z\u0131yordu kendine! K\u0131z\u0131yordu uykuya yenik d\u00fc\u015fen ya\u015fl\u0131 bedenine. Yolunu g\u00f6zlediklerini kar\u015f\u0131lamay\u0131\u015f\u0131na sinirleniyordu hepten. Ans\u0131z\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fcp yolda\u015f\u0131 d\u00fczg\u00fcn babaya, bir dengbejin y\u00fcrek yakan a\u011f\u0131t\u0131yla stranlar\u0131n\u0131 dillendirdi. Dualar\u0131 dilekleri kabul g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, \u00e7ifte bayram ya\u015f\u0131yordu art\u0131k. Mivanlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rlamaya koyuldu hemen. Haber sald\u0131 r\u00fczg\u00e2ra, g\u00fcne\u015fe ve toprak anaya. Yer g\u00f6k mavi ye\u015file b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ku\u015fkusuz en g\u00fczel \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 sundu g\u00fcne\u015f tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131. R\u00fczg\u00e2r meltemlerini d\u00f6rt bir yana yayarak da\u011f\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131 serinletirken, en g\u00fczel al ye\u015fil fistan\u0131n giyindi do\u011fa. El ele imeceyle yarat\u0131ld\u0131 be\u015finci mevsim. Bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr duyarda yerinde durur mu Munzur? Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi k\u00f6p\u00fck k\u00f6p\u00fck s\u00fct sular\u0131n\u0131, serinletti y\u00fcreklerini onca y\u0131l\u0131n ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6zlem ve hasretiyle yanan na\u00e7ar dersimlilerin. \u015eimdi sustu yer g\u00f6k dua ve minnetlerle yalvar\u0131p yakard\u0131 k\u00e2inat. A\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p arz\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 hu\u015fuyla ula\u015ft\u0131 \u00e2lemi yaratan as\u0131l sahibi rabbime. \u015e\u00fcphesiz t\u00fcm dile\u011fini ald\u0131 her kulun. Engelledi u\u011fursuzu, kalbi karalar\u0131 sevgi \u00e7eperiyle. Zulme kar\u015f\u0131 kenetlendi dersimliler. U\u00e7tu bar\u0131\u015f g\u00fcvercinleri. Eller bir kez daha uzand\u0131 semaya. Y\u0131rt\u0131k s\u00f6zc\u00fckler d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrken l\u00e2l dillerden eline beline diline sahip ol dedi pirim\u2026 Ard\u0131ndan buyurdu ehlibeyt topland\u0131 imamlar. Kurdurdu k\u0131rklar semah\u0131n\u0131 hac\u0131bekta\u015f\u0131 velim. Kanayan yaray\u0131 sararcas\u0131na kucakla\u015ft\u0131, gen\u00e7 ya\u015fl\u0131 yerli yabanc\u0131 t\u00fcm sevenler birbirlerini tan\u0131yamasa da. Y\u00fcrek patlatan ceylan derisi davul ile s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct dal\u0131ndan koparken feryat eden zurnan\u0131n yaral\u0131 ezgisiyle misafirlerini ba\u011fr\u0131na bast\u0131 Ri\u00e7ik. G\u00fcn bu g\u00fcn dediler hep bir a\u011f\u0131zdan dersimliler. Kurban\u0131yla bayram\u0131n\u0131, kutlamayla halay\u0131n\u0131, suskun isyan\u0131yla z\u0131lg\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eke \u00e7eke dem vurdu telli turnam. Ar\u0131n\u0131p y\u0131kan\u0131ld\u0131 g\u00fcnahlar\u0131ndan ba\u011finin golan\u0131n suyuyla lokmalar e\u015fli\u011finde. Tavaf edildi ocaklar, da\u011f ta\u015f kutsala de\u011fer ne varsa. Bulu\u015ftu k\u00fcs, ayr\u0131l\u0131k, \u00f6zlem \u00e7eken ana baba karde\u015f yavuklular. Onca y\u0131l topra\u011f\u0131nda rahats\u0131z yatanlar erdi huzura. S\u00f6ylendi ge\u00e7mi\u015fe dair yalan ger\u00e7ek sevgi s\u00f6zleri. Doyurdu ruhlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0131ka basa dersimlilerin ri\u00e7ik. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131na sevdas\u0131na doydu ri\u00e7ik cumhuriyetinin cefak\u00e2r dersimlileri.<\/p>\n

Ve \u015fimdi! \u015eimdi hani vakit ayr\u0131l\u0131k vakti ya\u2026 Hani h\u00fcz\u00fcn dolar ya insan. S\u00f6ylemek istesekte s\u00f6yleyemeyiz. \u0130stediklerimiz tak\u0131l\u0131r ya k\u0131l\u00e7\u0131k misali. G\u00f6zlerimiz bo\u011fulur toz dumana. Hani kulaklar\u0131m\u0131z u\u011fuldar. Uykuda kous oturur ya g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcze konu\u015famaz, ba\u011f\u0131ramay\u0131z. \u0130\u015fte \u00f6yle bir \u015fey. Ve sen Ri\u00e7ik! Sen veda zaman\u0131 gelip \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, k\u0131sa bir nefesle b\u00fckme boynunu kurban oldu\u011fum. Sendeki sab\u0131r direnme varken, bendeki \u00f6zlem sevgi sen kadar ger\u00e7ekken, kim ay\u0131rabilir bizi? Kim y\u0131kabilir \u00f6l\u00fcmden ba\u015fka sevgi duvar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 Ri\u00e7ik? S\u00f6ylesene kurban oldu\u011fum? S\u00f6yle kim sevebilir uzaktan bizi biz gibi? Bedenimizi yontan y\u0131llara, sevdam\u0131z\u0131 ekme\u011fimizi b\u00f6len yollara dayan a\u015fk ile di\u015f ile umut ile. Ata yurdum ri\u00e7ik dayan \u0130nat ile sab\u0131r s\u00fck\u00fbt ile dayan. Dayan ki yenildi\u011fin y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fclmesin. Sen dayand\u0131k\u00e7a dersim var olur. Sen var olduk\u00e7a dersimliler ayakta durur. \u015eimdi a\u00e7 kollar\u0131n kurban oldu\u011fum son kez sar\u0131lay\u0131m. Yol ver bana. Yol ver ki g\u00fcne\u015f terkisinde batmadan ayr\u0131lay\u0131m. Gurur duyar gelen mivan\u0131yla yolge\u00e7en han\u0131 Mohundu. Az \u00f6temde Nal\u00e1 kar\u00e9 h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc, kalbi k\u0131r\u0131k, deresi kuru vermez sesimi geri Qunepire. Nefesini sende ald\u0131 dersimliler. D\u00f6nme y\u00fcz\u00fcn, e\u011fme boynun kurban oldu\u011fum, d\u00f6nersen gidemem. Kalan yan\u0131ma sitem etme istemesen de hep yan\u0131nday\u0131m. Hani \u201cKusura bakma diyorsun ya bak\u0131lacak kusurun varm\u0131 ki? Varsa da bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m kusurlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7aresizli\u011fiydi beni sana \u00e7eken Ri\u00e7ik \u00e7aresizli\u011fiydi.<\/p>\n

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SADAKAT<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

Simit almak i\u00e7in s\u0131raya girdim. S\u0131ra \u00e7ok kalabal\u0131kt\u0131. 20 dakika kadar s\u0131rada kald\u0131m. Hemen \u00f6n\u00fcmde bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu ve babas\u0131 var. Babas\u0131 g\u00f6mlek d\u00fc\u011fmelerini bo\u011faz\u0131na kadar d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlemi\u015f. Tertemiz giyinmi\u015f ancak k\u0131yafetleri eski. Ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131 k\u00f6sele, eski ve yazl\u0131k. Anlad\u0131mki g\u00fcng\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f bir adam\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocuk iki de bir \u2018\u2019Hadi baba, ac\u0131kt\u0131m gelmedi mi s\u0131ra daha?\u201d diye s\u00f6yleniyor\u2026<\/p>\n

Sonunda s\u0131ra onlara geldi. Adam bir simit istedi. \u00c7ocuk itiraz etti:<\/p>\n

\u201cBaba, ben tahinliden de istiyorum.\u201d diye.<\/p>\n

Babas\u0131 \u201csus!\u201d der gibi sessizce ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131, \u201cOlmaz!\u201d demek istedi.<\/p>\n

Bozuk birka\u00e7 adet paray\u0131 uzat\u0131rken paran\u0131n birtanesi yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, tezgah\u0131n alt\u0131na gitti.<\/p>\n

Adam diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcp almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken,<\/p>\n

Simit\u00e7i:<\/p>\n

\u2018\u2019Bo\u015fver be abi, \u00f6nemli de\u011fil!\u201c diye s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n

Baba k\u0131s\u0131k bir sesle:<\/p>\n

\u201cAbi ba\u015fka param\u0131z yok, eksik kald\u0131. Hakk\u0131n\u0131 helal et!\u201d deyince,<\/p>\n

Simit\u00e7i:<\/p>\n

\u201cOturun sehpaya biraz; s\u0131cak \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca ben getirece\u011fim.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Adam eksik para verme mah\u00e7ubiyeti ile en k\u00f6\u015feye oturdu.<\/p>\n

Ben de bu arada simidimi alarak yan masalar\u0131na oturdum. \u00c7ay s\u00f6yledim, zeytin de koydular yan\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Bu arada izliyorum. Simit\u00e7i k\u0131zacak m\u0131, sevecek mi diye. Neyse, geldi bizim simit\u00e7i i\u00e7erden masaya do\u011fru.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki tabak yapm\u0131\u015f, ama \u00e7ok \u00f6zel. Tabaklar\u0131n i\u00e7ine her \u015feyden koymu\u015f sanki. \u00c7ocu\u011fun istedi\u011fi tahinliden, simit, b\u00f6rek, bu arada tatl\u0131lardan da unutmam\u0131\u015f, silme iki tabak doldurmu\u015f. \u00dc\u00e7 de \u00e7ay geldi, simit\u00e7i de tabureye oturdu.<\/p>\n

Ben p\u00fcr dikkat onlar\u0131 izliyorum.<\/p>\n

Kendi kendime, “adam ka\u00e7 y\u0131ll\u0131k esnaf anlam\u0131\u015f tabi, kim dilenci, kim a\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015f, biliyor ve yan\u0131lm\u0131yor.\u201d diye i\u00e7imden ge\u00e7irdim.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015flad\u0131lar sohbete, bu arada tekrar tekrar \u00e7ay i\u00e7tiler.<\/p>\n

Sonra bakt\u0131m simit\u00e7i, biraz ka\u011f\u0131t para \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve adam\u0131n g\u00f6mlek cebine koyuverdi.<\/p>\n

-\u201cYar\u0131n gel i\u015fine ba\u015fla!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

K\u0131smete bak dedim. Adam paray\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc diye \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc tezgah, \u015fimdi ekmek paras\u0131 kazanaca\u011f\u0131 d\u00fckkan oldu. Neyse onlar kalk\u0131p gidince, meraktan \u00f6lece\u011fim sanki.<\/p>\n

Hemen yana\u015ft\u0131m simit\u00e7iye: -\u201cPatron! Seni tebrik ederim\u201d dedim. Hi\u00e7 rencide etmeden babas\u0131 ile k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n karn\u0131n\u0131 doyurdun.<\/p>\n

Kimseye g\u00f6stermeden de cebine \u00fc\u00e7-be\u015f para koydun. Allah Raz\u0131 olsun, say\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7o\u011falts\u0131n, ne iyi adams\u0131n! \u201c dedim.<\/p>\n

\u201cSa\u011fol.\u201d dedi simit\u00e7i.<\/p>\n

“Ona s\u00f6ylemedim; ama o benim ilkokul arkada\u015f\u0131m. Ben onu tan\u0131d\u0131m ama o beni tan\u0131mad\u0131. Yar\u0131n gelince s\u00f6yleyece\u011fim kendisine bunu. \u015eimdi utan\u0131r ve \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr de i\u015fe gelmez diye s\u00f6ylemedim. Biz ortaokulda devlet okuluna giderken, babas\u0131 onu \u00f6zel kolejde okutuyordu. \u00c7ok zengin bir ailenin \u00e7ocu\u011fuydu. Hepimiz ona imrenerek bakard\u0131k. Ne oldu kimbilir? Ne oldu\u011fun de\u011fil, ne olaca\u011f\u0131n \u00f6nemli. Yeter ki i\u00e7indeki insanl\u0131k ya\u015fas\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n

Fark\u0131nda olanlara ne mutlu\u2026<\/p>\n

D\u00dcNYAYI \u0130Y\u0130L\u0130K VE SEVG\u0130 KURTARACAK<\/p>\n

Irfan KARABULUT<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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